Last night was New Years eve and today is the first day of 2012! New Years is by far one of my favourite holidays (lately it has been running a very close race with Christmas) for a lot of different reasons. Most importantly to me, though, is just the feeling of renewal. It's a brand new year of all our lives, a new start, a new way of thinking. And at the same time we don't only celebrate what there is to come but we also celebrate everything that happened the year before. All of the good times and the sad times and our mistakes and accomplishments. A night for joy and reflection. I just can't shake the feeling of something perfect every year on New Years and New Years Eve.
This year I have a few resolutions, some specific and some a lot more broad:
Most importantly, and I think it covers all my resolutions this year I need to get off my ass and get my life moving again! Somewhere along the way, a few years ago, my life hit something of a standstill. It's like I'm stuck in pause and I'm not even trying to do anything about it. It's getting old and it needs to end. This year all blocks are going to end no matter how hard it is.
I am going to get an apartment with Michi in Stanwood. It's not where I want to live but it's an important step to get things going in my life again.
I am going to get my GED.
I am going to go to Massage Therepy school in September and gain a skill.
I am going to sing. Somehow. Even if it's just at home.
I am going to read.
I am going to cook.
I am going to eat better, even if it just means not eating fried foods at work or at all if I can. I also need to keep track of what I'm eating and try to balance everything out.
I am going to write and actually finish something.
If I can afford it after everything else up there I am going to start taking yoga again. And at least work out more.
I am not going to let work rule my life and I am going to do a better job at work. (Sounds complicated I know ^ ~ I'll figure it out)
I'm sure there's others I have forgotten but most importantly:
I am not going to let others get me down. This is my life. No one else's.
As for celebrating, for the past two years Michi and I have spent New Years in Seattle at our friend Spencer's now infamous New Years Eve party. Way back when we were trying to find something to do with my best friend Darci and our friend Jack and we searched our way right into Spencer's apartment, three blocks from the Space Needle. We party hard with good friends, good music, and good food until 11:30 when we make our way to the Space Needle to watch the Fireworks go off, and then it's back to the apartment to contemplate the New Year with the Seattle skyline on the roof. This year was just as amazing, but sadly without Darci. ;_; (She was visiting family in Oregon.) We did manage to kidnap our friend/coworker Adolfo to drag along this year. But no one could ever replace her.
It was so cold at the Space Needle but so, so beautiful. It was almost too long to have to wait.
Awww it looks like you guys had such a great night~ I'm sad that I had no idea you guys were in this area until the next day, but it seems like you were tight for time anyway :)
AND I HOPE YOU'LL LET ME KNOW WHEN YOU HAVE YOU UWAJIZOO DAY!!!!!! (If Adolfo allows it of course~ lol)
You've got some GREAT resolutions, sweetie~ I'm so happy for you that you're being so adament about everything. You've always done a great job of doing whatever you set your mind too. :)
But I noticed "seeing Hannah" isn't up there. Ehem??
Haha~ I'm just kidding! But I do hope I can see you guys again soon! ;_;
OH! and P.P.S. I love your background~ :3
Of course I'll let you know about Uwajizoo day! Adolfo likes everyone, haha, he'll be thrilled! And I know I can make this year happen. I just need to take baby steps.
And of course I'll go see Hana~~~~~ No resolution needed. ^^ It's a given.
I feel so so so optimistic. It's kind of strange. o.O
Thank you~~ I like it too ^^ I'ma work on the rest of it bit by bit. So I don't get frustrated. XD